I want to take you back to 2017. Not because I want sympathy and not because I want people hating anyone involved. I’m sharing this because this was genuinely the beginning of my life being rewritten. By 2017 I was already carrying a lot. A long term relationship had ended, there was a lot of undealt with trauma underneath the surface, and honestly I think I was already emotionally exhausted before everything fully fell apart. At the time, I genuinely believed I was making th